2015 Songs

by darcie miner

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released December 8, 2015

demos recorded entirely on my iPad throughout 2015
track listing reflects the order in which they were written
everything by me

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Track Name: Dream
i died just a little inside when
you conned me down into the basement
all your demons come at me and they're screaming
all this teasing when love was what i needed
can you feel the room spin like we were dancing
haven't you seen enough skin til it happens again
i'm just dying to tell you
why can't i disappear
i was trying to tell you
i don't wanna be here
i lied to cover our asses
i carried the cross and then trashed it
all them shooting at cats from my window
all this using of inherent control
is it raining today, am i trapped in this place
its another hurricane and no one behaves
i'm just dying to tell you
why can't i disappear
i was trying to tell you
i don't wanna be here
you see me from the rooftop
to my window no they won't stop
of all the kids in town i am the only one
that can't get out of this house
Track Name: Kiss of Death
was someone holding on to me
a kiss of death from nobody
was something crawling up my sleeve
trembling from the table to my dreams
from the banks of the river
i started to shiver
and it hurts just because it does
like the moon warned us both when we were young
my heart lies somewhere and its always dark there
did someone take it out on me
a kiss of death from nobody
someone practicing their greed
shoving needles places i can't be
from the mouth of the river
i started to wither
and it hurts just because it does
like the moon warned us both when we were young
my heart lies somewhere and its always dark there
look away look away look away
you can bury but you can't change
look away look away look away
you can bury but you won't change
Track Name: The Navigator
we'll set sail, you'll navigate
like we were born connected
we were born the same
nothing like illusion
to make you feel less human
we both know what we're doing
and it shaped us just the same
tell me what you dream of
your mother or your jesus
tell me is it real love
if it brings out only pain
we'll rebel, we'll ride the waves
was something in the water
that gifted us this way
imaginary horses
the wreckage of divorces
we both know what forced is
we both feel the same
tell me what you dream of
your mother or your jesus
tell me is it real love
if it brings out only pain
you have opened my eyes
the strange blood between you and i
you're the reason there's light
you have opened my eyes
Track Name: Island
a circus in my house
temptation laying on the couch
which way will lead me out
i must have got trapped somehow
you call me to the basement
kind until it makes sense
then i don't wanna think anymore
it made me an island
when my destiny was decided
and my memories they were silenced
i still love you and i don't know why
i just craved attention
my body was up for your inspection
i guess i never did question
why there wasn't any kind of protection
i drank from the creek and
it tarnished the woman that i intended to be
it made me an island
when my destiny was decided
and my memories of the violence
i still love you and i don't know why
i still think of you and start to cry
Track Name: Ladybug
why don’t you heal her
you tie her up in silver
she glows when you kiss her
her shade of red gets dimmer
caught her in your web
her brilliant shade of red
you design such lovely lines around her
lady i've seen you
in your darkest hour
lady i've seen you
you carry so much power
are your lungs on empty
cuz your heart's on fire
tied up in silk oh
its easy when she is willing
her spirit was killed
in the web that yer spinning
caught her in your bed
no longer scarlet
you just wind the silver vine around her
lady i've seen you
in your darkest hour
lady i've seen you
you carry so much power
are your lungs on empty
cuz your heart's on fire
lucky lady caught in your web
mother nature playing god again
Track Name: From the Kingdom
from the kingdom she fell
into his arms she was overwhelmed
what a legend her eyes tell
her devotion under his spell
she was only waiting for you
to devour her and howl at the moon
you sparked your lighter
filled the house with spiders
that love to remind her
she belongs with you
from the kingdom you will spend
a lifetime of regret
the joy the pain collapsing veins
how you wish you could forget
she was only waiting for you
to devour her and howl at the moon
do you feel alive
you sparked your lighter
filled the house with spiders
that love to remind her
she belongs with you
and all the magic that happens in the dark
all the things that she carries in her heart
this from only a spark
Track Name: Devil in Disguise
your aim is the sharpest
i'm the easiest target
and you shot me down with your
arrows of carbon
just stay out of my garden
there's a hole in my chest where my heart used to be
i don't know anymore if it matters to me
i had to fall in love with obsessions so deep
all things became routine just to avoid anxiety
oh you can revel in the twilight
i keep running from him all night
oh hes a devil in disguise
and to my garden i will hide
you live in the darkness
impersonating an artist
heartless full of charm
and the arrow seems harmless
til he begins to sharpen, sharpen
i live inside the garden of sorrow and suffering
you may appear a danger to yourself but yer not ever coming in
oh you can revel in the twilight
i keep running from him all night
oh hes a devil in disguise
and to my garden i will hide
i know whats it like to be frozen
stuck in the walls when they closed in now
Track Name: Difficult
you don't have to be difficult baby
i'm only thinking i've had enough and maybe
i don't wanna be here but i don't wanna be lonely this year
i am going back to habitual places
you'd try to balance it too if you were faced with
someone else's problem and all you ever wanna endure is how to disappear
the less you know the better off you are
i will break, i will break if i bend too far
i have a tendency to destroy only to fill the void
i carry in my heart
you don't gotta be making it complicated
i'm thinking maybe we're better separated
if honesty's a virtue than i will probably hurt you if i stay here
most beloved are the wonders of the great unknown
along with all the others that had to leave us so
if i disappear it will be likely through the mirror
i won't waste another year
the less you know the better off you are
i will break, i will break if i bend too far
i have a tendency to destroy only to fill the void
i carry in my heart
when you're busy being difficult here's a thought
i'm only figuring out that its not my fault